Daily Coincidences

I have coincidences on the daily, sometimes several times a day, sometimes all day. It really is driving me crazy or making me think that I am crazy. I do not know what to do with this weird way of seeing the world.

Does everyone notice these coincidences, like I do, or am I the only one who notices. It’s a question I deal with daily. Each day, as I get older, it gets harder to even get out in the real world. I want to be away from everyone. If I mention the coincidence, people seem to know what I’m talking about, yet they seem to change the subject or ignore it all together.

I need answers. It’s killing me inside. I feel as if everyone around me is secretly not my friend, as they portrayed. It’s devastating to a girls life to realize there is nobody 💔.

I can not afford to keep living my life like this. I’m told by people that I cause all the disappointment in my life, when I try very hard to please everyone. In reality, nobody is able to be pleased without harming someone else or yourself in the process.

Having a good, soft heart is a curse. It’s devastating to my life and my family. My boyfriend seems to always try to argue with me and tell me how I’m not a good person. How the rich people are the better people in life. How my family and I are filthy pieces of scum. How can anyone succeed in life when they have to live life with someone who says those things to them. That is not kind. That is not love.