My Soulmate Was For Someone Else

By Zaina Starr

I have experienced love many times and have lost it every time. Going into a relationship or even meeting someone who I see could be a potential candidate, I tell them the truth about me. I warn them. Doing this I believe should prevent me from getting my heart broken, what always happens. 
I am a bad person really.
I will only hurt you.
You should stay away from me.
I do bad things. I cannot help it. I always do.
I will make you wish you had never met me.
It will go wrong, it always does.
You will end up hating me.
You don’t know what you are getting into with me.
You shouldn’t do this.
You should leave while you can.
This is going to turn out badly.
I have to hurt people.
I don’t want to hurt you, but I will.
I just want to fit in.
I’m not what you think I am.

“I am the girl guys think they might like. For a short lived moment.”

Just a few of the things I use. They all say I'm the opposite to all of them to my face. To their friends…