Past to Future
From my past to my future. Is that not what we could also call a timeline of a person’s life. That is what I am experiencing, as of right now. I sunk into the past and sprang to my future overnight.
That was breathtaking and exhausting, yet sporadic.
Dwelling and dealing from my fuck ups in my life, I became cold inside towards everyone around me. I wanted solitude and confinement from everyone, the world. I found myself wanting to be lonely. How could that be possible for anyone?
I learned to live in my past because that is all I thought of was my past. Reliving experiences. For what? A feeling that I have grown to explore too many times.
I changed everything in my life. I am now learning to never need anything from anyone. I enjoy myself.
Therefore, if there is not someone who enjoys me too, then, "I guess I’ll just marry my own damn self, then!"