Past to Future

From my past to my future. Is that not what we could also call a timeline of a person’s life. That is what I am experiencing, as of right now. I sunk into the past and sprang to my future overnight.

That was breathtaking and exhausting, yet sporadic.

Dwelling and dealing from my fuck ups in my life, I became cold inside towards everyone around me. I wanted solitude and confinement from everyone, the world. I found myself wanting to be lonely. How could that be possible for anyone?