The Things You Will Never Know

The things I will never know are what enjoyment people get out of being mean or taking advantage of the kind people that are in their lives. I personally have had this problem my whole entire life.

The disadvantages I have encountered from others, while I was trying very hard to be the kind one, sometimes brought out a side of myself that I never wanted to allow anyone to see that side of me.

Honestly, I never wanted to see that side of myself either. Some sides of our personalities are just not meant to be discovered.

The things I will never know are why we even have those personalities hidden within ourselves in the first place. I assume they are there for our own protection to our hearts. We should always protect our hearts to the fullest because it is the only one we have. Sometimes, once it is damaged, it is not so easy to patch the broken pieces to make it whole again.

Therefore, when that personality exposes itself and surprises you as well as embarrasses you, just go with it. It is exposing a side of yourself that has been embedded in you for your protection.

In conclusion, the things you will never know are what you do not need to know. That is protection. To not know is better than to know. Embrace the protection and learn not to know but just live in that moment for the time being.

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Suzanne Marie Punch, aka "Zaina Starr
Suzanne Marie Punch, aka "Zaina Starr

Written by Suzanne Marie Punch, aka "Zaina Starr

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