Women Who Knew Better

I knew better, saying enough about my stupid actions. I continuously seem to keep doing over and over. When am I going to ever learn. This man doesn’t care for me like I do him.
He’s verbally and physically abused me for almost two years now. He has made me shut everyone out of my life for him. He’s extremely jealous of every man. When all my attention is only on one man, him.
Everyone says that I’m so very beautiful and smart to be going through this over and over, like I have been. Deep down, I agree with them. But also at the same time, I’m so deeply in love with this one man.
He has no job, no car, and still…